....peek-ka-boo....

hey everyone, today is raining so i'm stuck at home. but i'm going out tonight for a bbq with some brothers and sisters in church. i think it would be fun to hear adults talking and learn from them.

yesterday, i went online to check my results. i did not do that well but i thank God i dont have to take any supp papers. the results were not what i expected but i have learnt something. next time must score a better grade and pull up my grades. if i want to go to university, i am not only competing against the poly grads but also the JC students. i want to get into SMU and take up a accounting degree. or maybe go to ACCA. there's two choices for me, i will just allow God to lead me along.of cos i aimed to get to SMU, but maybe God has other plans for me. just that i do not know yet.

i went to church at night for a seminar. the pastor spoke of finding back or going back to our destiny. how true it is, at times in life, in our pursuit for material things, we lost sight of the intial destiny that God has for us. The call yesterday was for me to go back to the Father again and do things His way,and not my way. i agree that at times is hard to bend our will to God's, but i believe that where submission comes in. we do it because of love and not grudingly.
i know that this plans are good, but many times i could not see the big picture of His plans for our lives that we forsake His plans for us to pursue own own pleasures and way of life. many times, i have to return back to God knowing that i have strayed out of his plans and purposes. but i'm very grateful that He understands and gave me many chances to change.