oh oh...going to be a long day today

i'm now in school waiting for my tutorial to start at 4 pm . i slept v late last nite and today got cell group ...was talking to my sis until 11pm last nite abt her workplace. today's lecture i nearly dozed off....but thankfully i didnt cos it won't be nice to the lecturers in the fornt. but really i couldnt understand all of it ....need to go back home to revise liao.got FA mock test nxt wk and commsk mock test on mon....ahah must it be like that! my sundays are packed liao so left sat to do my revision.

yesterday i read in EDWJ about being vunderable enough to trust God in times of betrayal or being hurt.to trust God to turn things around for good and to lean on Him for strength and to still be willing to trust that person who has hurt you again...i think it all boils down to forgiveness ..

so much i have to learn from this. i think there are things in my heart and life that have to be surendered to God and allowing Him to work through me. Last week in the service i actually told God if there is any hurts, unforgiveness or pride in my life, that i will allow Him to remove it and heal my hurts all over again. i may not be aware of it until when something happens that stirs up the hurts which began to bite into me making a deeper hurt than it was. this is really something that God is the only one that can heal it. giving up takes time i think. but i'm willing to so that He can use me to do things He wants me to do. i believe God has great plans for everyone and so we have a wonderful future in Him.

i'm waiting for God to lead me to somewhere...don ask me where cos i don even noe myself...but i noe it will be a place where i can glorify Him and be of use to Him.